I have one friend, a girl named Nastya. She once in the company, in a private conversation over a beer, told her story about how she went through the process of her sexual maturation. The story turned out to be unusual.

Nastya was her mother's only daughter, and her mother raised her very carefully. She tried her daughter in nothing to deprive, she did everything possible for her. Especially did not indulge, but in no way limited. And while trying to raise her daughter decent, decent, intelligent. Although she loved to take a walk, and sometimes did not disdain occasional dubious novels or even one-time connections. But she tried to protect her daughter from all this, trying to hide her adventures from her.

But Nastya still knew everything. She knew exactly where her mother is and what she does. Moreover, when Nastya turned 18, her mother, all the same, stopped hiding her somewhat dissolute life and sometimes began to bring the men to her home. Nastya heard everything through the door or through the wall - all those piquant sounds, groans, sighs, the creak of the bed, men's cries at the time of orgasm. And Nastya did not like it all. She was jealous of the mother for these her peasants, she was unpleasant that her mother simply used all sorts of lustful males to satisfy their whims. Despite the fact that her mother, in fact, did all this voluntarily, and moreover - she liked it all a lot, anyway, Nastya was very unhappy with it.

And once Nastya even managed to see how it all happens there. Mom retired in the room with another lover, forgetting to close the door tightly. Nastya accidentally noticed this, walked to the door, opened it slightly wider, and began to spy unnoticed. There is some uncle, not very attractive - already at the age of 50, heavy, bald, with a big belly, unshaven, drunk - he lay down on her mother, having pressed her hard into the bed, and began to move slowly, hard and puffing heavily. But he was hampered by his stomach, so he stopped every 10 seconds and asked his mother to raise his legs higher. She raised her legs, he began to puff again, but still he was uncomfortable. All this action was done somehow slowly, lazily, without any passion, but just like some tedious work. Nastya saw that her mother was lying quietly with some kind of indifference on her face, and his uncle also did everything quietly and without any emotions. Only the bed creaks under the weight of two bodies. And even the ending came out uninteresting - the uncle twitched only once, but he just exhaled heavily through his teeth. Nastya did not understand what pleasure her mother gets from such sex. Nastya even asked her about it later. To which my mother calmly replied that the uncle, they say, is a big businessman, he has a lot of money, he buys expensive gifts for her. Gifts that uncle really bought, and even sometimes drove my mother abroad. For this he had with her regular sex. But then this uncle disappeared somewhere, my mother found another lover, with whom everything was about the same. And because of all this, Nastya has formed some kind of negative attitude towards sex. In her understanding, sex was in principle a dirty business. And Nastya never went to meet those guys who “rolled in” to her, even when quite decent guys “rolled in” with the most serious intentions.

Nastya had one bosom friend, a girl named Olga. She was more relaxed, already had some sexual experience, and was normal with this case. Nastya shared all of her secrets with her, so Olga knew about Nastina's attitude to sex, but did not approve of him. Olga sometimes went to bed with the guys, and did not see anything wrong with that. In short, in matters of sex, the girls did not understand each other, so they preferred not to talk about this topic.

Once Nastya came to visit Olga again. And found her at the moment when she watched some porn. And quite by chance, literally for a couple of seconds, Nastya’s gaze fell on the screen. And there, at this moment, two friends indulged in lesbian pleasures. Moreover, the video, as Nastya later understood, was an amateur one, which captured the real, not the staged scene. And the girls on the screen did everything with such sincere pleasure, even with frank love, that Nastya caught the eye involuntarily. Olga wanted to turn off, knowing that Nastya is a girl of strict morals, and she does not recognize any porn. But Nastya stopped her:

“Wait, wait, don't turn off,” she asked, still looking at the screen with a rather indifferent look, but, nevertheless, without looking away.

- Why do you need? - Olga was surprised. - This is not yours.

- Wait, don't turn it off.

Olga was even more surprised, but did not turn off. Olga got up, went to the kitchen, and Nastya looked at everything with interest. On the screen, two girls who are clearly in love with each other were kissing so passionately, just absorbing each other’s lips, and uttering such a passionate lowing that it was impossible not to stare at it. Then these girls gradually began to undress each other, kissing and caressing all the intimate places. And they all did with sincere affection, affection, love.

Nastya suddenly felt that some kind of warmth was rising inside her, everything inside began to tremble and quiver. She really liked what was happening on the screen. Nastya, at first in her soul, tried to resist this, but she still considered this to be something bad. And she wanted to ask Olga to turn it off, or just wanted to look away herself. I wanted to, and could not do it. Awakened in her desire to get some physical pleasure from intimacy with another person was stronger than all her considerations of propriety. Her eyes simply grew to the screen, where she continued to boil, albeit a very quiet, but the real joy of two young women.

Nastya did not notice that Olga had long put a tray with treats next to her, but she herself had been sitting quietly nearby for a long time. Olga has already seen such scenes in other films, so she looked more calmly. And Nastya was already in a state of some kind of stress, everything she saw so shocked that she was completely at a loss.

The girls in the movies very sweetly finished their occupation. Olga turned off the TV. They started drinking tea with Nastya, talking about something. Nastya just answered questions out of place. And suddenly she was going home. Her intelligent nature still continued to resist, and she understood that if she did not leave now, it could end up with something bad. So she wanted to leave soon.

- Che so fast? - Olga was surprised. - Finish the tea at least.

“No, I have to go,” Nastya said quietly, putting on her jacket. - OK Bye.

Out of habit, two friends slightly hugged each other and kissed each other on the cheek. And at this moment Nastya seemed to have a shock. Inside, everything began to boil. She wanted to kiss Olga again. Nastya was taken aback, froze, began to mark time in front of the door.

- What's up with you? - Olga smiled, still not understanding what was happening.

“Yes, something bad is for me,” Nastya suddenly lied.

“So don't go anywhere for now if you feel bad,” Olga said seriously. - Let's call an ambulance?

- No, an ambulance is not necessary. But I will probably stay, ”Nastya agreed. She still really wanted to be here!

She stayed with Olga. Olga at first did not know what was happening with her friend. She never thought that Nastya could wake up some kind of sexual passion. But Nastya’s behavior was somehow strange. Then she asked Olga to put her hand to her heart and listen to how it beats, then she asked to put her ear to her heart, and she began to stroke Olga over the head with a trembling hand. Then Nastya asked for permission to go to the bathroom, and, undressing there, suddenly called Olga and asked him to rub her back. And now Olga realized what was going on.

- Ah, what's the matter! - Olga exclaimed loudly, greatly surprised. - That you saw my movie enough! Damn, why did I show it to you!

Nastya was embarrassed, confused, flushed. I tried to pretend that Olga supposedly understood everything wrong, and even began to be as outraged as quietly about this.

“You, how could you think such a thing to me?” - quietly asked Nastya, but Olga saw that everything was right she thought.

And so Nastya had a look - a bit pitiful, but at the same time exciting. Completely naked, she stood in front of Olga, making clear in her appearance that she wanted something. Olga was even more surprised. Olga was not a lesbian, not even a bisexual, she had sex only with men. But there was such a situation - the best friend stands in front of her naked, confused, trembling, very embarrassed, and beautiful in this chaste confusion. And Olga also wanted to at least a friendly embrace her, calm her down.

She hugged her, and Nastya surrendered to the pressure of unexpected and unusual passion. She did not restrain herself any longer, she pressed herself so tightly against Olga, began to stroke her a little, feeling that she was plunging her whole body into the surging wave of a strange and unfamiliar pleasure so far. Olga did not object either - Nastya’s desire to engage in physical proximity was too strong and genuine. Both friends at first timidly and hesitantly stroked and hugged each other, then began to do it bolder. Then they kissed lightly, then they kissed them again. And, in the end, finally turning off all the "brakes", they plunged headlong into this element. Almost all night, they then diligently did with each other all that they saw in porn. They kissed each other endlessly, stroked their hands, caressed and licked each other, did it everywhere, all over their bodies, in all places. Nastya seemed to be in a state of strong intoxication - she understood that she was doing some very bad business, but she was so pleased to do it! She did not want to think about anything, just wanted to be in the arms of her friend to infinity.

In the morning Nastya left, and for some time she was then in a state of some kind of shock. Still, everything that happened was a real shock for her. But it was a pleasant shock! Nastya for several days refused to meet with Olga, even on the phone did not want to communicate with her. And then she came to her again when she was at home alone, and again they began to do it. And they began such meetings with them regularly. Nastya, of course, recovered from the shock, and suddenly felt like a happy girl.

And her mother lived her life, continuing from time to time to bring the men home. Nastya always heard what was happening there, in her mother's room, and she continued to dislike it. Her mother has sex with men, and she herself, Nastya, enjoys sex with her friend. At some point, Nastya understood why she did not like the behavior of her mother: the thing is that men in bed with a woman do everything with force, roughly. Even when they try to be gentle, all the same, sexual intercourse in itself is rude. Nastya could not understand: what kind of pleasure a woman can get when a male “tool” penetrates her intimate opening, thick and hard as a stick, and moves there and there? Can it be nice? Where it is more pleasant when it makes a friend's gentle, tender and soft tongue - the same as herself, girls. Therefore, Mom's behavior caused constant confusion in Nastya.

And then Nastya noticed such an oddity behind herself: for some reason she wanted another man to come to her mother. And when a man came, Nastya was looking for opportunities to spy on them. She did not even hide it from her mother. She admitted to her that she wants to spy when her mother has sex with her lover. And asked her not to close the door. Mom, oddly enough, agreed. And Nastya became to watch all this every time. She herself did not understand at first why she needed it, because she did not like all this much. But she began to like just to watch. And then she understood: against the background of such “dirty”, as she thought, sex with a man, her sex with her beloved friend Olga became especially pleasant. Those. Nastya wanted to watch the kind of sexual relationship that was unpleasant for her, in order to make sure once again that she was doing the right thing by refusing to have sex with men. And after that, she wanted to see her friend more. Such a freak appeared in her. When Nastya understood this, she smiled to herself. And then Nastya told Olga about this. Olga was surprised too.

“My daughter likes to watch her mother fuck,” Olga commented with a grin.

And Nastya suggested that Olga, too, come to her house when her mother brings in another man, and watch with her.

For some reason, Nastya was sure that Olga would not like all this either. For some reason, Nastya forgot that Olga used to have sex exclusively with men, and she didn’t see anything wrong with that. Nastya, as she herself later realized, was deeply in love with Olga, and was sure that she was reciprocating her.

Olga agreed to come to watch her mother. They even agreed with her mother, and she did not object. Led mom next lover, new. This guy would be an order of magnitude younger than her - he looked at no more than 35, while Nastya's mother was 43. Mom always brought her men quietly, and immediately led into the room. She did not want her lovers to come across her daughter's eyes. And this time, too, his mother brought him in secret, but then both girls made out through the open door and himself, and what he did there.

Mom and her lover had sex. And the “preface” they had was short, she undressed, only kissed a couple of times, and then immediately got down to business. Nastya and Olga stood outside the door and watched what was going on through the crack. Nastya, as usual, looked at everything with discontent. Her mother was in a “humiliating” (as Nastya thought) posture - on her knees and elbows. And this guy diligently "pecked" her from behind. With strong, rhythmic movements, the peasant moved his pelvis back and forth, kneeling, making quiet, sharp exhalations in time with his movements. Mom slightly swayed her body back and forth. There were loud flip flops, silent sighs. At some point, my mother even turned her head toward the door, saw her daughter and her friend, winked and smiled at them. She obviously liked it all.

And Nastya did not want to look at it anymore. She took the hand of her friend, not paying attention that Olga looks at all this with a clear interest, with burning eyes. Nastya still dragged her to her room, where she embraced and kissed her. When behind the wall there was a loud male roar, accompanied by a quiet female moan, Nastya sticking her lips to her friend's lips even more. That is another thing! This is a real pleasure - when two girls gently and tenderly kiss each other, and not like the men do!

Nastya and Olga spent the night in her room, mother with her lover - in her own. A couple of days later Nastya came to visit Olga. Olga for some reason did not open for a long time, although Nastya knew that she was at home. And when Olga finally opened and Nastia went inside, she saw there this man - her mother's lover ... Nastya did not understand at first - she thought that this was her mother, along with her haha, for some reason, went to visit Olga. But mothers were not here, and Olga and the peasant were somewhat embarrassed by something. Only then did Nastya understand what was the matter ... Looking at them carefully, Nastya understood that shortly before her arrival they had everything there.

This was also a real shock for Nastya. She began to sort out something with Olga, and then just burst into tears and ran away. She could not understand how this was possible. For some reason, she was convinced that he and Olga had true love. Then, after some time, during the next showdown, Olga told Nastya that she had never been a lesbian as such, she always preferred men. And with her, Nastya, agreed to meet, just just not to injure her best friend. From these words Nastya fell into even greater stress. Finally, she finished off when Olga confessed to her that all this time she was in parallel with Nastya and met with men. For Nastya, this all became a real tragedy, and Olga, in turn, sincerely did not understand why Nastya had such a hysteria. She thought that Nastya also treats all this simply as a game, as a temporary entertainment.

Nastya never had such a disappointment in her life. She was worried for a long time But then, when after a long time she calmed down a bit, she suddenly still wanted to try sex with a man. She herself did not understand at first why she needed it. But I understood what was needed. Still, this is nature - after all, the vast majority of men and women do it with the opposite sex. Therefore, Nastya realized that it was only something wrong with her. And she began to look for a man. Only she could not go to bed with just anyone, so she was looking for some nice guy. She was looking for him for a long time, and yet she found her.

Fortunately, the guy got in every sense normal. And only having entered into a close relationship with him, Nastya suddenly realized that with a peasant it can also be very cool if this is your peasant. And although Nastya did not marry that guy, but in a long affair with him, in her own words, "put her brains in place." Now she no longer wants to spy on her mom or engage in sex with girls.